Sickness
Opne my mind.
See that I'm sick.
I'm fucking lost to my unhappiness.
Fake smiles and empty threats are all I can muster.
I'm drowning in my own sins.
Can't you see how far I've fallen?
Touch my hand and watch me recoil.
I flinch away from it all; anything threatening to crumble the fragile walls inside my heart.
Human emotions mean nothing to me.
I'm so far gone that I'm not sure I can find my way home.
Save me from myself, I beg you.
My pain, my love...it's fraying my sanity.
What can I do?
I want you.
I need you.
To see what good is left in me.
Hold me until my tears stop.
Show me what I really am.
Remind me of w
Smell the blood in the stagnant air.
It mixes with the alcohol fumes that spill from my loose lips.
When did this happen?
How did I become this disease, this enigma? I can't even face my own scrutiny.
This misery is sinking deep into my heart digging it's claws harder with every gasp for breath.
The darkness is consuming what's left of my tattered mind and soul.
I'm falling fast, past the sun and the hazy stars.
Will you fall with me?
Take my hand.
Wrap me in your arms.
We can hit the ground together.
Maybe we'll soar instead.
Can you save me?
Take another breath.
Another drink.
Another cut.
Watch the light fade fr
Sickness
Opne my mind.
See that I'm sick.
I'm fucking lost to my unhappiness.
Fake smiles and empty threats are all I can muster.
I'm drowning in my own sins.
Can't you see how far I've fallen?
Touch my hand and watch me recoil.
I flinch away from it all; anything threatening to crumble the fragile walls inside my heart.
Human emotions mean nothing to me.
I'm so far gone that I'm not sure I can find my way home.
Save me from myself, I beg you.
My pain, my love...it's fraying my sanity.
What can I do?
I want you.
I need you.
To see what good is left in me.
Hold me until my tears stop.
Show me what I really am.
Remind me of w
Smell the blood in the stagnant air.
It mixes with the alcohol fumes that spill from my loose lips.
When did this happen?
How did I become this disease, this enigma? I can't even face my own scrutiny.
This misery is sinking deep into my heart digging it's claws harder with every gasp for breath.
The darkness is consuming what's left of my tattered mind and soul.
I'm falling fast, past the sun and the hazy stars.
Will you fall with me?
Take my hand.
Wrap me in your arms.
We can hit the ground together.
Maybe we'll soar instead.
Can you save me?
Take another breath.
Another drink.
Another cut.
Watch the light fade fr
Arm's-length is where I reside.
I have all that I should want
Here by your side,
But that'a not enough for me.
It never has been,
It never will be.
Arm's-length is much too far,
A mere glance away,
But my way has been barred.
I want so much more
Than what you provide
Here on this dry shore.
Let me dive into the depths,
The dark corners of you,
Where none but yourself have crept.
Your desires, your sorrows;
Share them with me.
Every today, every tomorrow.
Every delicious song of your mind
Is a sweet beckoning
To dance with none but your kind.
Bring me closer to you.
My heart aches for nothing else.
Oh, if only you knew.
If only, if onl
Do they know?
Can they see?
...I can.
It's in their eyes;
They know nothing.
I'm a stranger to them.
But they don't know that.
They think they know me.
They look at me and
I can see my lies.
Oh, if only they knew.
There is an old saying that goes through each family line.
"Consider your life's path before you attempt to read the signs."
But each of us have a common approach, and a common beginning,
Which is that we all enter this world kicking and screaming.
But then the trail ends. We finally realise what we are,
And there are so many, just so many, dead ends.
The paths we considered, the lives that we live, the way we attempt to survive,
Is taught to us via a whim.
Our minds are fragile and will take in everything at that young age.
An old mans wisdom can be overwhelmed by teenage bullshit.
Everything we believe and share, is nothing more
It's been years now, and I am still shaking,
While the days become years, while days become sleeps,
To which I wake up and sigh to myself,
Only to have to drown my memories back into my insanity.
It's been years now, and I am still shivering,
While the water flows down my torso, while I still stand there,
To which I blink awake and sigh to myself,
Only to have to drown my memories back into my insanity.
It's been years nows, and I am still breaking,
While the air pushes against my face, while my breath weeps,
To which I can only look upwards and skywards,
Only to have to close my eyes, only to close my insanity.
Return to me...
W
Diamonds and Blackberries by TallandCurly, literature
Literature
Diamonds and Blackberries
Wild, it is.
The blue, the green;
They mingle in such
A natural way.
An untamed way.
The glass gleams grey
As the diamonds fall.
They're diving for
Him, of all people.
And the blackberries...
They're rising for
Him, too, of course.
"Why is he so special?"
They all ask.
I answer them:
"Because he is mine."
Dear Shrewsbury,
I saw something fly past my window earlier today. It looked oddly like a last chance that was wasted. You've seen those before, right? Yeah. I heard Italy is nice this time of year. Too bad I'm no longer interested in flying. Oh! I almost forgot: don't scream, put a smile on. See you in Hollywood, or church, whichever comes first.
Love,
Hernshaw
Hannah. Twenty years of age. Book nerd, coffee addict, cat lover, photographer, art geek, and a fiction writer. Ryan's girl for 3 years. <3 Feel free to check out my work. :D
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